I awoke at 5:30 this morning with a huge smile. HUGE. For some reason, I was having this very intense dream that Jim, Dr. H some other Dr. (who I've never seen in real life), a nine yr old boy (who I've never seen in real life) and my self went to see Dr. Egghead.
There he was sitting across from us and I was sitting all slid down in my chair wondering 'WHAT AM I DOING HERE?" what do you want me to say? I have nothing to say to him.
Egghead was being nice and sweet to the 9 yr old boy and then he made a sarcastic remark to Jim about his jeans. In my dream, Jim had these awful ripped up jeans on! And I was so embarrassed by that. But anyway...
So there we were, There was an uncomfortable pause, Dr. H finally spoke up because I wasn't! He was quite stern and started in on Egghead. Then all of the sudden I grew a back bone and started in and Dr. H sat back and let me speak my mind. I was controlled, mind you. Asking questions, rhetorical questions. The part I remember clearly was when I emphatically stated, "I don't care how stinking good you think you are at your job, you can always learn more! Always! You are never done learning!" then I grabbed his pudgy little chin and kinda shook it and said, "I'm just so glad I had Holmes to clean up after your mess!!"
And that's when I woke up. Smiling. This was a nice change from all the dreams I had waking up crying and mad. Now I woke up smiling and happy. It only took me a year. :)
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