Outside observer

At work today the receptionist noticed that under my right eye there was swelling and redness.  She was right but I wasn't feeling any pain or anything else.  This morning though I thought of looking again at it as the operated eye aches underneath.  Not real bad but enough to know that my eye aches.  I wish I could understand everything about this eye thing. I'm not going to lie.  I know it's not reasonable to be able to understand everything.  It's part curious, part concern.  I don't feel the need to understand everyone else's problems but I do feel the need to understand my own.